I was out for dinner with a good friend, she's amazing. She's very zen and I learn alot from her. There's loads more to tell about her but I'll save that for another post. We were chatting over dinner about what we've each been up to lately and the changes in life. Maybe we weren't even talking about that very thing but in my mind it was the evolution of my life over the last year. She makes all things in my life feel very zen. I am surrounded by these thoughts constantly these days.
Driving home I realized I might be Lester Burnham. You remember him from American Beauty. Ok, I'm not Kevin Spacey and I'm not in an unhappy marriage with Annette Benning, but his transformation in the movie is how I am feeling in general. You finally find the courage to just not care anymore, you do what you want and screw everybody else. I'm not there yet but I'm in the car.
Except I don't smoke pot. I'd try it but I need to lose weight, I don't need a reason to eat more!
That's all I got!